all i hope from you

this is all i hope from u ******
i know that i've made a mistakes but i never will be like that if u never do this to me,aku kira kita 'samasama' egois but if i could turn back the time, i want back to that time, the day when i really can't control my emotions and when i really made a mistake , i just can say sorry.
and now i sit all alone, sometimes i remember when u said to me that if im alone u'll be my shadow, if i want to cry u'll be my shoulder, and if i need u, u'll always be there tapi manaaa ? sometimes i feel that im wrong and i blame it on me but sometimes i think that u've made more mistakes and hurt me again and again, why ? is your feelin was gone ? i hope no, but if in the fact ur feeling was gone i wish all my feeling was gone too , i always ask to my self,
do u ever think about me ? Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake,
Are you calling out for me? Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings,
Do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same?
Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you
Is everything okay? !!
and now its over , wish this the best for us. makasih ujungnya bukan aku yg mengakhiri walau tadinya mau aku dan tadinya ga akan jadi tapi akhirnya jadi, tapi setidaknya lebih baik disakiti daripada menyakiti
i hope u're not really forgetting me and u didn't forget when i said to you that i'll be still in love with you .
i know is hard to believe, u still the biggest part of me all im living for, i still think about u, i still dream about you i still want u and need u by my side, im still mad about you, and all i ever want it was you you still the one .
i hope we can always keep in touch and if u can change to be better and u still loving me i will always waiting for you :)